ok good.

been sick continuously. different sickness. from love sick till fever. till flu. diarrhea. and now fucked up. u text me whenever u're drunk. u say u need me. u say u wanna see me. and after that? u tell me u're with her u cant text me. fuck it. u told me we shouldn't text anymore but here u go again and start texting me. u said u dint wanna hurt me anymore but then again u're doing it. so what?...

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過著跑上跑下忙碌的一天。

就是為了避免想著對你的愛戀。

但回到家還是忍不住想起你的臉。

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好好的過。一個人的生活。
加油啊！～～～

看到一片新的文章想分享。
记住我选择了你我就一定会爱你但是如果你先放弃了我不会回头了。

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