back to normal.

life have been pretty busy and hectic since that day. probably coz i wanna fill up my time so that i dont think so much. or probably these things just came in at the right moment. been busy with graduation, graduation photoshoot yesterday and catching up with old besties as well as works.

pretty much boring life but i somehow enjoy it alot. probably not too good for my health but at its better than going all emotional and drinking alcohol. xD

i've been going through my life, myself and i guess its time to learn to smile ad embrace everyday. thanks for whatsapping me today babe. i know u said things for the better of me. :) i'm glad and i appreciate it. and u know who u are. i need not mention i believe. ♥

beautiful things they dont last, just like fireworks in the skies for that few seconds. so embrace and appreciate what u have in hand. smile and get over it. take a deep breathe and its a brand new start everyday. ♥


love yourself. because no one else will love you for you. ♥

of life and the future pathway.

now that i'm officially graduate. just that i have not collected my cert from uni…i have to really sit down and think of my future. slacking for 3 months should be more than enough. but i enjoyed the life as a freelancer. the fact that i dont work everyday. but income still comes in sooner or later. *its not good* coz i've been lazy. ==

now that i realize i wanna be a wedding planner…i have a huge problem. i cant get a job like that in malaysia! they dont hire much. so the best choice would be to leave for singapore. and since i dont have much that i think i'd miss in malaysia besides close friends and family, i guess that would be the best option. plus bro and sis-in-law has plans to settle there before they migrate to somewhere else. *that means i can save alot on rental! tee hee~~~*

being a lazy girl doesn't mean i dont like to work. i love it infact especially when i get real busy and hectic with life. at least that way i can fill all my time up and not think abt unnecessary things.

so singapore or not? i have a choice to make. meanwhile. i shall continue saving up more money.

the graduation

after 5 years of being a utar student. finally i'm leaving the uni with a graduation ceremony and my cert. and having to delay a year of studies, i met a group of really enthusiastic classmates who were great help and fun to end the journey. i am glad i joined u guys and learnt so much with fun.

i thank each and every one of you who went through this journey with me. especially my parents and family members, close friends, classmates and those who i left out.

it was a great moment for me to step on that stage with that four sided mortar board placed nicely on my head, wearing that graduation gown to receive the scroll box. flowers and teddy bears meant nothing much as compared to the word "congratulations" that came by my ears. those wishes meant so much more to me.

and those who came, those who texted, those who called. thank you so much. you know who u are.

:)

i love each and everyone of you.

passer bys, they come by.

its ok. never hate those who have once hurt u. there isn't need for hate in this world because of the feeling of hurt. love them instead because they were arrangements from the above for you to learn something new and grow up. they came, they taught you, and they left. they were just passer-bys that were part of your life.

life is filled with different challenges. you fall and you climb up again. you lost your path and search for it. you felt hurt and heal the wound. you were upset and now you laugh again. you were once loved and you will be loved by someone else. you lost your faith but u will gain it back again.

but never ever betray a friendship. because these are the people who will really be there for you when u are in need. love those  who love you. but dont hate those who hate you. dont waste your time on them.

thank you. every one of you who are part of my life. who had been part of my life. :)

smile. because i've learnt something new again.

perhaps? maybe?

maybe its just a dream. probably something that i've once wished. perhaps something u've once preached.
it was our fate. a miracle i would say. for ur to meet again n be together today.
it came really fast but i hope it would last.

all the fears i feel inside. and all the drips of tears that i've cried. do u know how i felt deep inside?
there's nothing to blame on u. for forgetting words u've once said. because all the dates seems the same.

i miss listening to your breath so close to me. i miss your little kisses so sweet.

u've been so busy lately. we've not met recently. and i miss u so much that words couldn't express it for me.

u've once said "sometimes it's not that the other half doesn't care, it's just that u've put things too hard."
but i'll say "if the other half means nothing to me, i wouldn't take it so hard or even care."

i cant really express my feelings. it doesn't seem to be hurting. but i just seem so dull somehow.

思念是一種情緒。一種想你的情緒。