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i actually have no idea what to write for my title. kinda confused. kinda emotional. probably its almost the time of the month. its a brand new year. i should have a better year. but yet it seems so far away..

i kept telling myself i have to work harder. i kept telling myself to wake up early to go for jogging. but sadly i failed in the first four days of the year. oh well. :( lousy i'd say. or mayb i just seem to lost track of myself. probably just lost motivation.

but what ever i've been doing, i'm really glad i have him in my life. for being there with me, for me. for being supportive over most of the things. for understanding my emotions and uptight. :)

sigh..i need motivation!!~ still need to try so hard. so hard...