waking up to a brand new day knowing that from the decision made and posting of my latest update yesterday would have upset and shocked many. i'm pretty sure that there are many that would have started judging me with their very colourful eyes. words like childish, selfish, bitchy, show off, disrespectful would come easily.
humans are naturally selfish. especially when it comes to emotional feeling. who would want to be hurt? who would want to experience heart pain? neither one of us want to. but there will be times when certain decisions have to be made. to stay put or to move on.
who would have guessed things like this would happen so easily. even i myself did not prepare myself for any of these.
at least im here to face and bear the consequences of my decision. rather than hiding in the dark.
for those who have known me and understood me would know that i am someone who have always been worried and upset whenever being judged. i could have managed the settings, and hid them away from some of you but i chose not to. so, it is quite a huge decision for me to do something like this and . but heck, this is part of life.
i guess people grow up and change. so did i.
there isn't need for explanation on the decisions that i've made, on whatever that had happened because no one else would know what exactly had happened and understand besides us. whatever had happened was a beautiful memory which i will always keep with me with no regrets.
for whoever that feels sick and disgusted looking at my photos or updates, feel free to remove me from your friend list if it makes u happy.
at the end of the day, i've chosen to go on this brand new adventure and there wont be any regrets.
so go ahead, judge me. i will take them in as a learning to strengthen myself even better.
