freelance its different.

it has been a month and a half since i joined zouk as business development exec. it may seem and sound glamorous working at kl's hottest night spot. but then again it's not what u think. i may sound like i'm whining but i'm not.

going into full-time is way different if compared to my freelance years when i was still a student back then and 6 months after graduation. i had very flexible time, i earn way much more and i could eat spend and do anything i want at any time of the day like no one's business.

freelance was really fun. i'd miss those days when i had different pretty uniforms to wear and i had OT pay if i had to work extra hours or even extra half an hour.

but full-time i have to work for long hours and not get paid extra, yet i cant complain coz i enjoy the work tho i may b really really tired at the end of the night. but it does give me a satisfaction when the event is over. but this is a stepping stone. its a new level of life. its like building my future career.

some of u guys may not understand what i'm going through coz u're not doing it. but freelance isn't for a lifetime. think again, how long more can you be in those pretty uniforms standing there and posing if u're not a caucasian model on the stage.

i've left the industry tho i may still be there to be in photo shoots as how i still enjoy doing it. but i will no longer stand in events as a showgirl anymore.

time moves forward, life continues going on. think about future.  ♥

hectic.

life been very tiring. can i complain? not really. it was my choice and its still my choice. i guess i'm just getting old. used to be able to work everyday and night nonstop and not complain tired but now i do. mayb coz i have to drive too. hahahahaha…

there's this thing about life and people. humans just tend to stereotype no matter what. i guess its human's nature. but i'd like to say, dont stereotype girls who dress up and run in heels. coz i can dress up in a pretty dress, put make up on, wear my four inches high heels and be on the walkie talkie, run about and run the event still. pretty much extremely tiring after that but somehow it still gives me a satisfaction.

weekend is always with the special him, monopoly games, steamboat and cuddling. :)

life's like this.

i'm like turning into a kinda dull person nowadays. lol. besides going to work every monday to fridays and sometimes on a saturday evening, i'd practically hide at home at night or hang out with my babes on saturdays and sundays are always boyfie days.

lost the partying touch a lil bit still do it once in awhile. and now officially one month with zouk club kay elle. pretty much enjoying life there.

weekends are alot about food food and more food. which tells u why i'm gaining so much weight lately. its time ti slim down a lil back. i need to go back to swimming!!! gahhh~~

but the rest, i guess its pretty much fine. having everything i really want and need in the world now. great family. great boyfie. great friends and a great job. :)) tee hee

everything is so different now.

having to work from ten to seven. sometimes later than seven. sometimes i come back on saturday afternoons and stay back till late. its not that bad. but time is in a mess still. classes are on pause for now. i'm still trying to get used to my schedule while having to spare some time for boyfie on sundays mondays and tuesdays evenings when he dont work.

dressing up to work everyday is giving me headaches coz we dont wear uniforms. lol. but i dont wanna repeat my clothes so fast while trying not to be too casual. shopping time? no money!!! lol budget is pretty tight now that i'm working full time. sigh…

and lately because of the malaysia day that is coming, i have no idea why they are blocking the roads to kay elle and diverting the roads and it causes stooopid horrrible jam to and from work. making me stuck for an hour instead of my usual 20 mins. sigh...

a quiet day.

its a very very quiet day in the office. having not much to do still due to the holidays and i'm still new in the company. lets treat it as honeymoon first before i start getting busy. :) so meanwhile i camho every morning. lol. and camwho when i'm bored then write some stuff and find something useful to do.

did a new ear piercing over the holidays. it dint hurt when piercing but starts to hurt a lil now tho. yikes. i cant sleep on my right ear for at least another week. :( but its worth it. coz i love it much.

been spamming instagram the whole morning with my face and ear piercing. lol. i know its time to stop so nao i spam my blog. lol. and doing a lil paperwork here and there while minding my lil plan for someone :)) tee hee~~~