the baby leo.

she's not that tough anymore. she's not that confident anymore.

and all she hope for is that special someone to her would know that she cares.

all she ask for is to g et a steady job and work for her future while earning extra income through freelancing now.

all she wants is to know what is that person thinking and how he feels.

the baby leo is not that strong, she's not that tough.

behind those smiles, are tears.
behind those laughs, are fears.
she's just trying real hard to fake them.

:)

never say never.

before i decide to watch this movie by justin bieber on his road to the musical scene, i googled online and read a couple of reviews. there good ones and bad ones. one that caught my eye was a review written by a father who brought his son to watch the movie.

truthfully, i'm not a bieber fan and sometimes i find him over-ratted. but not after i watched the movie. his songs are pretty nice except for that baby voice of his. but yet again he's musically talented since young. and when everyone in the world told him that he can never make it there, and he is just a temporary pop-sensation, he tells u his story on how much he needed to go through before his success. the pain, the sufferings, the lifestyle he had to give up.

he wasnt interviewed in the movie, but people around him tells his story for him. the other side of him, the 16 year old kid who just wants to relieve his dreams… the road wasnt easy for him, in fact he gained alot of haters throughout his journey.

this movie somehow inspired me. it touched me deep down. and never say never to yourself even if the whole world tells u that.

now i'm excited to watch his concert live tonight. :)

life about hardcore.

i've been pretty much busy working like mad. its all about hardcore working. hardcore partying and hardcore having fun.

while sending in resumes for my full time job i've been still freelancing. working on almost a daily basis morning and night with two different jobs. just to keep myself companied so that i dont go crazy thinking too much or worrying too much about stupid stuffs.

practically working for cigg jobs at night mostly. had a last min pc fair job on saturday. but i looked so tired in most of the pictures. sigh. plus i was so tired i wasnt even in the mood to camho. only had a couple of pics with some other babes around.

off day today. take a break. rest at home and tomorrow i'll have fitting in the morning for this coming weekend's job. catch me at MAPO fair on 23rd and 24th at KL Convention Centre. :)

因為有你們。

生活再怎麼充實，再怎麼不開心，再怎麼難過，再怎麼壓力，還好我還有你們在我身邊。

在我最需要一個小小的擁抱時，你們都給了我很多很多個溫暖的擁抱與鼓勵的安慰。

你們都會出現在我眼前，就算沒有時間也會傳個簡訊問候兩句。

感謝你們在我生命裡的出現。因為有你們，我會更努力。

獅子座女孩。

你眼中的獅子座女孩是怎樣的呢？
自信？野蠻？陽光？霸氣？堅強？

或許在你眼中她會散發出個堅強野獸的霸氣。
她的外表會讓你感到很冷酷，很冷漠的感覺。

或許當你聽到她開口時會有一種驕傲的感覺。
但你要好好的認識她才知道她其實是個傻瓜。

或許在表面上你會看到她大笑大鬧少不了她。
但在那笑容的背後，她藏了多少的傷心難過。

她，總是想個大姊姊一樣的去照顧身邊的你。
她可以不顧一切的去保護你，不讓你背欺負。

吵架時，你總覺得獅子座的野蠻是一定會贏。
但到最後，她總會認輸讓對方。因為珍惜你。

如果你漸漸的習慣了她對你好但不重視她了。
就算你總是對她冷淡，但她還會一直對你好。

請別以為獅子座總是那最堅強最霸道的星座。
請好好珍惜你身邊的獅子座。
他們都是用真心的對待你的。

獅子座女孩真的沒有很堅強。
她們為了保護自己而裝很強。
好好的去了解她們才判斷吧。

她其實真的不難相處。
她其實沒有刺蝟的刺。
她其實比別人更軟弱。

你聽說過嗎？

聽說過“天生當水泡的人”嗎？那個人不就是我。
當他們感到孤寂，自然會想起我。就會自動連絡我。

還真可笑。那又怎樣？說我天真的笨，是我自願的。
也不是，那是我自然反應。也不是假惺惺想當好人。

水泡不好當吖～真的不好當啊。
那也算了啦。他人是不會明白這心情的。

現在只好好好努力工作賺錢啊～
拼出一個事業。屬於自己的未來。

心動心痛。

有時候喜歡等你出現的那個感覺。但，有些人，只能動心，不能動情。不然心動了，就會心痛。因為動心，只是那一時的感覺。但動了情，就會很愛很愛。但甚麼是情？沒人能解釋。

從前的我，總是那麼的堅強。總是打不敗。現在的我，總是那麼的脆弱。總是一點點就EMO。這樣真的很不行！我要回到從前的我。我要回到那個堅強的我。我要當回那個女強人！我要拼啊！

i wanna prove to everyone that i can live life happier. coz relationships are fake sometimes, they are just pure lies and unreliable. i'm back on workaholic mode.

and i rather work my ass off to sustain my life than to be some cheapo who tries so hard to act cool but is no one and has no money at all and all he/she wants to do is just party and get drunk. sounds really pathetic. and so get a life dude. :)

i need not make ur life miserable. i'll just do what i need to get back what i deserve and the rest karma will strike on u one day, it will strike so hard that you would sincerely beg for forgiveness than.

evilish days. :)

like i've once said. u dont screw me, i dont screw u. u lied to me, its payback time to u. finding out all the lies that u've said, all the things that u did, it did not piss me off that much. in fact, i was pretty happy coz it gave me more motivation to payback to u. :)

i'm gonna take back every single thing that u owed me. i'm gonna make ur life upside down. u're gonna fall so hard, u cant even climb back anymore. :)

i speak no evil, see no evil, hear no evil. all the truths. but now it's time to be evil back to u. coz i've been too nice, too good..its time i learn my lesson. thankiew.

scandalous. xD

life been busy with work work work and work. not only that. i'm going through alot of procedures and meetings with a lawyer friend of mine to settle two different cases…one of behalf of my bestie and another is my own.

i know its karma to screw someone's life upside down but i guess the person deserves it after being too nice and taken granted for. so yea..tomorrow is day one when i officially start my war. xD

but then again while being stressed up, i'm still busy earning little income to sustain my daily expenses and partying with my scandalous life with the babes.

thanks to the team at define on saturday especially anna, alvin and hock shun. u guys are the best. plus the others who were stationed at sunway giza. movida was fun. xD and i'm excited for the next!!~ i love my current scandal with u guys!~ ♥

the day of the fools.

感謝你不說愛我。感謝你傷害了我。
感謝你要離開我。這樣我會更好過。
我會好好的生活。這一個人去渡過。

千萬不要得罪我。不然我會讓你很難過。你未來的生活。fuck u bitch!~
:)

the day of the fools. but also the day i rebuild and revive myself. enjoy and embrace the single life.

fuck those relationship shits. fuck those who talk behind ur backs. coz who doesn't talk behind backs? fuck those who once hurt u.

mind my language. tee hee~~~